"aih, kenak kitak gelap gilak, din?"
(why is your complexion so dark now?)

"tinggi tak, din, ada main sport kah?"
(you're tall now, do you play sports?)

"pahal rambut tak panjang gilak, din, gunting gik."
(why is your hair so long, you should cut it)

"dah besar dah din tok eh, pa molah tak tahun depan?"
(you're so big now, what are you doing next year?)



i sometimes honestly lol at how cliche the remarks my uncles and aunts give me every year when i come back home
it's almost tiring esp with how big my extended family is

to be frank
my life currently consists of:
plane trips
kpop
binge eating
kbs channel on astro



i hate how humid malaysia is
my hair is expanding at an alarming rate and it's out of control
i might shave it all off
...
yeah

Saw 500 days of summer yesterday
It was adorable
Kinda draggy
But adorable

First day of being back was pretty uneventful
Had my annual blood test today which was awfully painful but i didn't cry cause men don't cry
Met my grandmother and got my maxis number sorted
Lunch at the club
Dinner at coca
Srsly, Malaysia is going to make me sooo fat

Karaoke with Beks tomorrow at Spring. Excited to see my best friend, fer shur.

PS:



Night.

Will be leaving for Malaysia in approx 5 hours and I've barely packed.

Thank you so much, Eva, for the comment tags! I swear I've seen that page before, just couldn't find it in the help section.

I'll attempt to put navigation buttons on the top once I get back to Kuching for links and entries and such. And I'll attempt to put a back or forward button at the bottom, I'll attempt to find out how to do such things.

Idora has promised plans of karaoke once I get back and before she leaves for London. It sucks that everyone's leaving for uni and crap so early in the holidays and I'll probably be stuck by myself with nothing to do.

And ANIQ, we're def doing something before you leave for Melb? How long you going for, btw?

Sigh, 12-hour flights are never fun, I hope the movies aren't too bad.

Lastly, I'm very much liking Lady Gaga's entire new album?! She's blimin' talented?! I'm loving Monster and Telephone, Bad Romance mv was fierce as hell?

Anyway, packing time.

See you in Kuching, blog.

As my mother always says, "Fashion knows not of comfort. All that matters is the face you show the world."

-

Blair Waldorf

holidays are officially here! it's been around a week into them and i've already forgotten what the day is! teehee.
will be leaving for malaysia on tuesday, so been busy catching up with people before i leave. going to sign out tomorrow, and meet christine and nicole.

watched new moon the other night.
it was alright, i guess. it was sorta awkward, esp during the shirtless scenes, i had no idea where to look, lmao. and it was pretty sad that the first thing i saw whe they showed the volturi was how the ceiling was coffered to make it lighter. seriously, eff you classics.

i'm not satisfied with the layout but i guess it's ok since i made it myself. so i'm just gonna let it be. i need to make a header box for links and sheit so i'ma do that later.


here's to more posting!

Home for study & lunch.
Mom made laksa so. That's why I'm home.

I think I figured out why I hate change so much.
It's because I am not part of it. The change, I mean.
Sigh.
Growing up is hard, isn't it? I'm turning into a realist and I am not liking it one bit.

Now that I'm home, I cannot be bothered to go back to school for Classics and Math.

Hello!

I am currently in the library being boring, trying to finish up my concept of a magazine with Zhania. I'm doing my magazine on Unicef cause it's kinda easy. We have to be an organization and we have to put out a magazine, so doing a magazine about fashion is hard. What organization would I be part of? Make-People-Pretty? Hot.

And I also have to write an editorial and make a flyer advertising my magazine and also a brochure explaining what my organization does.

SO UNICEF!

Zhania is doing Greenpeace. Lame. Kids? Or Whales?
Kids!

Maybe I should go to the gym later since I haven't been in ages.

The library is super quiet and I don't get it. Oh! I spotted Sean! When'd he come in. I'm forcing Zhania to read this posts cause she's right next to me. So. Yeah.

Sorry for rambling but my mom totally stole my laptop to use since her's doesn't work at the moment. How mean. But it does give me time to catch up on Harry Potter! I'm halfway through the book now. It's so hard to imagine Dumbledore's mom, Kendra. After watching Girls of the Playboy Mansion, the name Kendra has been tainted. Stupid Kendra.

Um, yeah. WIZARD OF OZ TONIGHT! Excited. I hope I don't forget any of my 5 lines (more or less). Yeap. That's abouttt it. I'ma take pics. I hope. Who says pics nowadays!

I miss you blog! Once my mama's gone. Imma update like once a week. FOR YOU DEAR READERS.

I am so bored.

1) Astronaut
Who wouldn't want to be in a person in a rocket bouncing on the moon. I've always wanted to be the first person in space but Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor stole my dream. Other than that, apparently you have to be like, really smart. And really tolerant of sudden changes. Quite the opposite of me really.

2) Magazine Editor
Miranda Priestly (or Miriam Princhek) anyone? This is my ultimate dream, to be an editor, to give approval to layouts and spreads and writing my very own editorial on my very own interesting topics. But, of course, I give in to the fact there are indeed many more people who are more creative and talented than I am, and of course, there are only so many magazines in the world to be editors everywhere. Yeah, we all have to start somewhere, but my mom would never approve.

3) Engineer
This was my main occupation that I was planning on doing, but when I start to think about how much I suck at Physics and Chemistry, I began to think about what a wrong choice this was. And the work involved, wow. I think you truly have to be passionate about Science to cancel out the overtiring work that they give.

4) Doctor/Dentist
Another stereotypical dream. I think I was mainly influenced by how cool it would be by Grey's Anatomy. But. No, being a doctor is not all about all your friends mysteriously dying and finding a half-sister you never knew you had, trust me, when I visited the hospital on a field trip, wow, bore snore. But if agar plates and stethoscopes rock your boat, then by all means, go for it. And who wants to look at teeth all day? (IZZAT!)

5) Art Director
A career I was seriously debating on being. And yet another career move my mom wouldn't particularly agree with.

6) Some archeologist.
HAHAHAHAHA. I know this won't come true.

7) Pilot
Pilot damn awesome, ok. You get to fly all over the world, food and accomodation taken care of. And everything is basically on autopilot, you just gotta know how to work everything and what to do in emergencies. I've always wanted to say, "A very good morning, I am Capt. Azzuddin and you are board BLABLA to BLABLA, we are experiencing some windy weather today so we might experience some slight turbulence this morning. It is BLABLA degress celsius and.." yada yada.

8) Owning my own restaurant (what the hell do you call them, manager?)
NOT SOME KOPITIAM OK. Like some very nice cosy but still high class restaurant, but apparently this business is very unstable with the recessions and crap, but I mean, how awesome would it be?

9) Hotel Manager
Seems like a pretty meh job, but Mr. Moseby from The Suite Life (yeah, I watch that show, deal with it) makes it look like fun. I like making people happy and making sure their needs are met and the whole hotel atmosphere really appeals to me. Maybe I want to be the owner of the hotel, not the manager. THE OWNER. I wonder how you get that job.

10) Architect
Ted Moseby, architect. Yeah. Azzuddin Wahap, architect. I like the sound of that. Wellington, here I come.

I always thought the word "tramping" meant being a tramp meaning to be a prostitute. So whenever Brooke would say she's going tramping for Outdoor Ed, I would just stare at her. We certainly do learn new things everyday!

I hate first day back from holidays, it's always that lazy feeling still lingering in the air especially in my hands. I could not write anything about Alexander the Great today. I learnt today that he's a mopey bitch who cries in his tent refusing food or water because his men went against him. How did he earn the Great in his title anyway.

Zhania forced me to watch He's Just Not That Into You and Picture This. The first was alright, sorta boring in the beginning but it grew more interesting because you KNOW it sorta makes sense, the whole thing about cheating and commitment. Picture This, is the crappiest movie I've ever seen and it was such a waste of $8. I could've bought ice cream or something much useful. Yeah.

Lunch today was so much fun, I swear. Singing to random crap music, laughing about holes in my pants and saying dumb and stupid things (mostly from me) can make any day awesome.

Had Wizard of Oz after school today! Mucho fun! Beating Ashleigh at Tap Tap Revenge and making funny faces while Garrett takes photos is always fun. And the steps I'm on is so wobbley and not stable whatsoever so Sophie, Olivia and I ended up sitting the entire Munchkinland sequence. I AM BARRISTER, I AM IMPORTANT OK.

Anyway, Skins tonight. Excited?

Robin: So what was it, a cockroach or a mouse?
Lily: It was a cockamouse!
Robin: A cockamouse?
Lily: It was some mutant combination of the two. It was like a cockroach and a mouse..
Barney: ..Did the horizontal, ten-legged, interspecies cha cha?
Lily: He's a whole new species. The cockamouse.
Marshall: And it's the size of a potato.
Robin: So, what, now it's a cockapotatomouse?
Marshall: Don't make it sound ridiculous. It's a cockamouse.

I stopped liking you after discovering that you are just so strange and temperamental.

But I forgot how pretty you are.

AWESOME, SERIOUSLY.
Never has a movie given me so many mixed emotions, for real. Although the didn't explain a lot of things in the movie and left out a couple of stuff, I still loved it. I feel like reading this book again! Where did my copy of this book go?

I wonder why some people have so much drama in their lives even before finishing school. Kinda makes me wonder if they are worth knowing. Harsh, but true. Can you all concentrate on other things please? For everyone's sake? If you finish school with flying colours, then I give you much permission to ruin your lives as much as you want.

Today was a good day.

Natcoll course in town spanning over four days, starting from 8.30am till 2.30pm. We don't really do anything except make use of the fast internet (Restaurant City!).
I don't think having Subway three days in a row is healthy. Actually it is, I read the calories content on their napkins, hahaha.

After Natcoll, I went to the gym cause I felt kinda fat. I swear those big machines like shoulder press and seated leg press hate me. But treadmill is still my baby.

I hate no having a job. I can never say "Yeah, I bought this sweater yesterday" now because I have no money to buy sweaters yesterday!
Oop, sleep time. Early start tomorrow.

PS Transformers sumpah awesome. But I agree, not as good as the first one.